Okay so last time I was like paranoid about my housing. I’m actually rooming with like 3 girls I dont know but we have a bomb room. Yes i just used the word bomb. I have my wonderful Big to thanks because she is actually one of my roomies Big also. (for a service fraternity). Although I am like really peeved none of my sisters responded to me, I am excited because everyone else seemed to have gotten screwed. #suckstosuck.
So about my academics. I am kinda struggling with my grades. Like I skipped today knowing that we might have a quiz. Gah I just dont know what to do. My future of UD is on the line here. If I dont get my scholarship (based on gpa) then I cant afford to go here. Just a freak out moment here.
Sorority Update: So I am so glad I joined my sorority. Fellow sisters say its not your typical sorority and I agree with that but I also really like that fact. Like I love all of my fellow pledge sisters and active sisters. I dont know all of the actives but I know every pledge sister. We get along so great and I can be myself around them. I feel if i joined another sorority I wouldnt feel this closeness I have with my sisters. Like I’ve heard in other sororities about how so and so hates this sister. Like no that would never happen in this sorority. So if anyone wants to hate on my sorority go ahead because they dont know what they are missing. But besides that I am going to be Initiated tomorrow!!!!! So excited. I will update you soon
-Emily
It is such a wonderful day here at UD. I just woke up from a nap so I’m not outside. I’m just waiting to go to class in like 25 minutes. I reallly hope that it is this beautiful on saturday. St Patty’s Day 2012!!!!! So excited.
Anyway I know I talked about housing last time. Well i asked some of my sisters and they said that their group is already full! What da hell!? So the application is due on Friday and today is Tuesday. Still homeless. But I’ll start to worry tomorrow.
Things have been going pretty well for me. I can’t believe there is only like a month left of school (plus some). August 20th seems like such a long time ago yet in a since it only seems like a few months ago.
-Emily
What’s the one place a slacker should never go?
The library, no shit.
Or Class for that matter
Anyway, as a teenager (not for long though) (whoop whoop) I consider myself to be lazy and inexperienced. I mean I’ve only lived for not even 20 years now, so I think I will gain new knowledge and experience as the road of life gets longer. Cutting to the chase: I’m a slacker. Yet I love the library. Conflicted shit right?
As we speak, I am sitting on the fourth floor of Roesch Library Club Roesch. Its relatively quiet here since the noise level decreases as you go up the floors. This is one place I really like to go and study. The latest edition of Flyer News suggested going other places as Roesch Library (pronounced like fresh) was old and unappealing. I mean I would much rather study some place where there is food (VWK, KU) but also that compromises noise level and not to mention I think I would look lame eating pasta while trying to do baby math….No seriously, my math class shouldn’t even be considered math.
The library was my place during finals week. Although I did spend a good ten hours in the Marianist Study Room, I really liked going to the library. Gosh I sound like a huge geek. Anyway, I never had trouble finding a spot to study during finals week. And my spots were on the 4th floor also, my personal fave. Although space was limited I still found myself in a quiet, studious atmosphere. Last week, my roomie sexiled me (first time) and well it was pretty short notice so I took my good ol’ Toshiba and headed to Club Roesch. I was there for a good three hours, making up the homework I should have done on Friday or Saturday. As I am about to depart for my room right now, I just wanted to reiterate my love for the library yet I’m a huge slacker and I sound like a huge nerd right now. I’ll probably watch another Family Guy Episode now. Then the Empo for some food as long as the older brown haired lady isn’t working.
-Emily
First post of the new semester. And I have to say things are better. I’m really enjoying spending time here on campus. Last semester I had people to hang out with but deep down I knew that we were never going to be best friends or anything. I some point last semester I knew I needed a change and stop convincing myself that these people were my friends. So in January I did the unthinkable for a shy person. I went through sorority rush. It was sooo exhausting but I actually enjoyed it because I met a lot of people and during each “party” I really opened up to people. I finally felt like I was opening up. Although the parties didn’t last more than an hour I felt like I opened up more with these sorority sisters then anybody i’ve previously talked to. Disappointment came to me when I realized on Day 2 that only 2 of a possible 4 sororities invited me back. One of those two I requested not to go back to also. The irony of the situation is that the sorority I finally joined was the one I first eliminated. But being in this sorority for less than a month has been the best few weeks here in Dayton.
My sorority on campus does not really have that good of a reputation. That’s kind of a good thing. A “good” reputation on campus are the loose alcoholics. I dont get it either. My sorority has a mix of really pretty girls and some girls who just dont feel the need to always put on make-up before leaving the dorm. And you know what? I love that. If I was in any other sorority I feel as though I would have to stray away from my true self. That sounds cheesy as hell, I know. It’s true though, with my sisters I know I can where yoga pants, no make-up, and not straighten my hair. So we might not be the “hot” girls on campus or the drunk girls but I am comfortable about where I am.
I went to a gathering as part of a social last night. I was so much fun. I talked to so many girls and so many girls from my pledge class. It didn’t matter I have never talked to some of those girls, everyone was open and we enjoyed each others company. Later a few of us girls went back to another dorm and watched movies. I was being sexiled (again) so I had to stay there. The other time I was sexiled was like a week ago and in a desperate time of need a called up one of my sisters at 12 am and she gladly let me sleep on her floor. Tomorrow we have baby chapter and afterwards a lot of us girls are going to Brown St. to eat and talk about housing arrangements. I am so excited. I went from thinking I had no one to live with a month ago to now discussing housing options. I feel like I have only talked about my sorority but words just cant express how fortunate I am that I went through rush and met so many new people.
Emily
Okay i haven’t forgot about this blog. I just really don’t want to post on here. Like I odn’t want to post what I’m feeling on this blog. Right now though I just feel like the worst person ever. I hope things will get better. I just had my first major disagreement with the roommate. I don’t want to tell any details but it was kinda my fault. But honestly I don’t think it was that big of deal and she silghtly overreacted. Aside from that I have another situation going on. Gah Today is just soo bad. I don’t want to spend my time right now in regret. But I guess we all learn from regret so…I am just apprehensive to what will happen. Cross yo fingers for the best.
-Emily
I look at other people’s tumblrs. I’m still new to this whole concept. But i’m not going to put in too much effort. I mean all I want to do is write my thoughts and how i”m doing so it doesn’t need to be very glitzy. Though I do want to make the appearence I little bit for interesting
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